well here's another of those tentative days when now I will know what and where i belong
and after i know this, i HAVE TO get back into life... for my baby and for my family now! or never...
having spent the day at work in a numbing way, with no clue why I am doing what I am doing, I spoke to the Noida manager who was tentative in his response... he had asked me to speak to someone in Bombay who 'might' be able to help in swapping a position with a Pune resource and I could continue staying here...
But the Bombay manager was in Pune in a meeting and I was not able to discuss the problem with him. I am hoping that I can hear back from him tomorrow and it will be a positive case but keeping all fingers crossed for the worse of news.
I had been thinking that once bujju gets to Indore, she might feel a little relaxed but also was wondering that she'd be her hesitant usual and that could cause some kind of changes in her overall physiology... this could get translated down and that is my main concern...
Somehow i think my current being of fear is all caused due to the heavy stress amma went through my times... and I hope I don't have to face a similar situation but then... who am I to decide and shape the future when I myself am not in a position to shape my own.
nevertheless, I hope the woman realizes her important contribution to the development of the foetus and takes all suitable steps... just that one can't make someone realise externally... all has to come from within.. just as I am realizing the state of affairs now!!!!
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