The week again started off with me dreading how much work I will end up with... I think my tendency to work hard hhas been hit by the last one year of complacency... and now I wonder how I will be able to ensure that I can take up the new role, manage time between family and work and also be able to study...
Thinking - they say - makes man dull.. but without a thought process, one can't get things done too.. the difference is in probably thinking coherently than just thinking randomly.
I think randomly and I don't put things in an order... so this is another cause of my worry.
On the other hand was also worried about transferring these traits down.. if I am not able to handle my own situation, what can I guide a kid with. but then, these are thoughts we all probably go through and we have to live in the present as I read in the book - Cross Train your brain. I believe one will have to stay put in the present and stop worrying.
So now that we are in the 12th week, and I have not had a chance to interact with bujju effectively enough to spend time with her in person, I am worried... I hope I will be able to at least go home before the event so that I can be with her for the period... I am just not able to get down to think through this... which is the weakness I need to deal with. thinking of going back to the psychologist to resolve this process.
But either way, work will begin this week and from next, we will be in a state of transition from someone out in BT. I am again praying that this should be a manageable assignment and hoping in all hopes for it to be 'easy' to manage from home.
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