can't forget to post today

today being the day christened to progress the cause of this blog... i surely wanted to post today.. just as I remembered the date at 2315IST... otherwise i would have forgotten to post today also...

the last 2 days, i have been trying to make sense of what I need to do first, and what next and then next ...

yesterday wrote in a long letter to bujju .. wanted to write a lot but didn't really get to write as much 'cos I was very distracted. But managed to get a few baby posters from Andheri, came back started writing at 1430IST and finished at 1830... and dropped in the courier by 1900;

she called me up last night midnight to wish me.. saying that the card I sent her (on 10th) was the best card she ever got from me... well.. I have been very frugal on the expressions part... so don't know what to say when...

nevertheless, wanted to get down to the actual process of listing items in the house, but didn't get started. was online since 1700 and just went on and on... updating my CV, chatting .. trying to make up my mind what I should do next, constantly being troubled by my eyes drying up but this addiction of mine is getting a little too much for myself...
I have to get over it in some way or another.

everytime I get online i get distracted into something i didn't think of doing. and get dragged into things not meant for me at that moment.

this time the V-Day event has seen more elements of protests by the anti-V-Day campaigners; somewhere, there is a huge loss of coherence in this nation and everyone is fighting for their own self defined value systems....
this keeps the pot churning, but it doesn't produce any concrete substance out of it..
maybe this nation is doomed only to churn out news events for consumption, just like everything else it's people are consuming.

that story at that...

Delhi-6 music sounds very fresh.. after all it is A.R.Rahman's magic.

as this day draws to a close i am feeling my eyes drying up, paining but unable to sleep, as sleep evades me. over the last week, since 2nd, I have been sleeping very disturbed, more so because of the tensions of work security and the move...
i hope something sensible is possible out of all this
I need the time to get the break to be with my family during Aug/Sep. that's my goal