As the weekend wears away, I seem to have done some benefitial work this time I think.
at least got the 8 novels advertised and found people who might be willing to take them - for free.
left them at Venkat's place last night where I spent 7 hours - copying the movies he has downloaded... some daring ones...
also got done the floor cleaning, though the strip to embed the phone wire and cable wire is still pending.
Also didn't get around to buying a table. Will need a electric surge strip once I get the table.
NO STUDIES AT ALL
today went to Jayant's new office.. a place I would have been wanting to go for the last 1 year... time has really flown away from me....
also managed to replace the mop with a small stool and a board for keeping track of schedules and work
Bujju went for her ultrasound scan today. I am quite impatient to see how the images are coming around.. She seemed a little disturbed but I hope everything will be fine..
got the PRD submitted today. I am just not expecting anything from the company any more..
in fact, the other twist in the tale is the project Pranjal has got into.
The Chinese import order has him high.. and he is asking me to get on to the bandwagon.. a ploy he uses to inspires people but then who knows.. if it is something I can do.. I should be able to get back home
Yesterday saw Mr. G N Aiyar at Raju's residence location.
I wanted to go meet him but then I Realised.. if those people are not even bothered to talk to pappa, why should I even want to interfere in their lives?
Pappa has been totally ignored by them.. but Pappa wants to keep the bridges on.. just like I would want to but that is what makes us so very foolish that we don't focus on things which are more important to maintain our social status.
Didn't really sleep well last night thinking about this...
Also, when I spoke to Shanu last night, felt very disconnected from him the way he went about explaining what his plans were..
I believe once he has found his life, he would not look twice back... He has found a partner, he has a job, and he knows where he wants to go next.
Probably he doesn't want to keep his bridges with any of us.. but then that's something he has to be specific about. Maybe he thinks that just by calling up once or twice a month, the bridge will be kept alive...
he has been talking about a lot of things.. but I guess he has totally got involved in his life there..
don't know why Amma and Pappa have been given this kind of a situation.. but I am sad for them.. which is why I am myself not able to focus on my life and work...
don't know where all this will lead to... for them and me...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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