Historic Monday

Tech Mahindra won over the Satyam financial bid at 58/share
Now this is good news or bad.. I don't know but it is a historic news

The results of this will come forth later but till then I need to work towards my goals...

Other events came forth which have made me mad at myself again but I just don't seem to correct things through a change in my behavior.

a. the MBA study material came over today as my project starts tomorrow... what a waste of time I did.. that I have not been able to utilize the last one year and now everything is all coming at the same time

b. I have wasted almost $129 towards PMI membership and have taken nothing in return... what a waste of money almost Rs. 45000

c. Got a little involved in Pranjal's stake of getting some suply of Mango pulp for his export. But then, didn't really put in enough into it since I didn't have a clue how this whole thing will work for me.

I am absolutely not using my given resources to think for the better of my future... I probably am not fit for this but I am not sure what is the way I have ahead to do something different...
the perceived need for money stops me from taking any steps towards anywhere... for fearing I will lose the money I am getting in my hand.. but then I am such..

just need to focus on the task on hand they say, but then what about the pending things I have created for myself????
books in Indore, the construction work to be done there.. how to pay for that???

Bujju seemed to have got her hands on some pregnancy book and it seemed to have caught her fancy... well good for her, she will learn something interesting about the whole process...

Got a ticket booked for 8th May for Indore.. WL31 and I am told it will not be confirmed... so it seems a tight chance and I will have to go again and get a TatKal ticket... on 3rd May!!!