Weekend of unity

The last day of this long weekend...
spent time again in domestic chores.. and no studies.. people would have cracked all their study material in this time.. but here I am
don't know why I am not able to focus on important things..

there was a dilemma in going or not going to Indore.. esp. because I thought I need to spend some time with the growing baby ball.... but then for that I should have planned things well in advance.
Now I can only but rue that I am not getting the time I need to be with bujji in this stage...

there is much to write.. esp. what thoughts we have for the baby now and how this might impact the child later in the future... who knows how much of those thoughts I will remember.. trust she will but then.. the essence of the thought and the fun element will be lost ...

so it is that capture of thoughts that I want to put here... who knows if this will be read at all.. again by me or anyone..
I wrote so much on Xanga.. I don't even read that now.. though Ido want to...
information overload!!!! it's spinning my head.

figured this morning that the Tatkal quota for 8th May is over... how pathetic of me to not figure out that in summer, people will book early and that there is limited quota... If I wanted to be there for Amma's birthday.. it didn't happen this time at least... thanks to my lazyness...
surely, I have the will but a very weak will power to make things happen....
change!!!!