united weekend

Finally the long weekend arrived and it is already the 3rd day of it...
30th was voting day... I voted - for the 1st time in life!!!! after that Voter ID drive way back in 1990-1991
1st - Mayday!! labor day.. state holiday or national holiday.. one of them though nowadays people don't know if it is only a state holiday or a national one... everyone has become so narrowly focused.. the call center girl of IDBI said it is a Maharashtra holiday... even I have lost sense of the days... too bad to be such an absent minded guy...

Have been thinking of spending time with the baby but it never just happening in a way I thought it should.
I am not making time for the baby specifically.. and that I should in the next 5 days..
I want bujju to stay here with me for some days but also the checkup is important..
so she will have to go there but amma says I should not get her to travel so often.. so maybe I will have to keep visiting her oftener taking leave from work!

I have this concern for Bujji because she's feeling or acting scared of things.. which she should be able to handle with time
but for some reason, we get lost in our interactions so much that we just lose out on time and key thoughts to work on... it's this tendency to laze around that is kicking me and her most of the times and we are just not making up for lost time...
she is upset and rues that we didn't have sufficient interfacing in the last 3 years which even i would agree with.. we didn't. even when we are living on our own!!
There is much I thought of writing in this post, but nowadays I am writing because I want to leave a trail of thoughts we have been through.. not so much "we" 'cos I am not able to have bujji's thoughts in place as she expresses them but she has some interesting observations which make me wonder... how sharp the mind can be to be able to observe things with such minute detail and 'remember' them ...
i am happy for her being!! may she and our future be blessed...