Kotak card, dud day

Finally the Kotak cards arrived today... after all that drama

The day was a lost one... saw the shooting of serial next door.. some funeral scene.. how much they put into that sequence.. the wood, the fire, the sequence... shot a clip on the Palm..

still undecided if I can start the MBA.. but i have to
can't keep sitting on line here like this

wanted to start reading Sanskrit today.. didn't. so how do I stop being online... and focus on more important things on hand????

Pappa's credit card fees discussion.. kind of got angry .. felt bad later that I shd have been more careful about controling my temper.. he probably didn't pay attention.. i need to help him out.
i still feel apprehensive about him driving all alone.. I am praying BajrangBali will protect him all along..
i am still getting thoughts i need to leave all this and go back..